Jan 052014
The Existential Horror phase of the illness now seems to be a day or two over, and has been downgraded to Seriously Annoying. For several days the goal was to simply stay alive (at least, that’s how it felt), with everything else a distant second. Things like “creativity” were basically wiped out… whether I wanted to be creative or not was irrelevant, as I simply didn’t have any creativity or any energy. Past two days I’ve started to regain some initiative. Still far below baseline, but I’ve at least got *something* up and running. So here are preliminary layouts for USBP #’s 6 and 7.
